without words

I am cursing my creative process. At the same time, I know it is all I can do. There is a Martha Graham quote in her autobiography Blood Memory, the caption for a picture of her, late in life, sitting with her feet up in the house seats of a theater, looking frail and vulnerable. It says, "The pauses between rehearsals in a theatre are the most agonizing. All you can think of is where you failed." This is the image in my own mind this week.