It really is like Emily Dickinson says: the pleasure of the interaction with someone, with ones you love, or want to love, is to be savored even more after. There is a way that you can indulge in what it was, somehow more intimately, privately, indulgently. So that is where I am now - thinking back on a week that was a great output of energy and enjoying it without having to put out any more energy. A delicious hinge in time.